141 ◙ and where the journey may take me, I'll let these words be my guide
Have you ever had one of those days where you wake up and just want to be so productive that you'll end up crashing at the end of the day?

I'm having one of those today. idk I think that for some reason daathic is part of it (because I love you bb ♥ talking to you always makes me really happy :Da;;) but lol who knows. Also the people I've designated as my Smile Brigade--you're a big part of it too, Babes. srsly it's impossible to stay mad/sad/pissy when you guys are there, making obnoxious innuendos and keeping that smile on my face. Without a doubt, we are one of the best groups out there (and THE sexiest group of household objects).

If there's one thing I don't say enough, it's how much I love my flist ♥ You guys really keep my spirits up, especially during the summer months when I don't feel like talking to anyone but my closest real-life friends. My best friend isn't here this summer either, the first summer that I can remember, so you guys have really been really helpful in keeping me from spiraling into a state of perpetual emo ahaha. So thank you, thank you so much.

Or maybe it's because I've now listened to enough Mozart to last me a lifetime--the IRS really needs to get some more creative music ahahaha I'd suggest showtunes or Rufus Wainwright or something but lol I don't think they'd listen. We got our whole issue taken care of, though so that's good (I found a typo on my laolao's social security number in the Exemptions section). That means we get our additional $500 refund and that shows a possibility for maybe getting a new game system (if I even have time to play, ahahaha) so let's hope.

Time to check up on apps (it never ends rofl) and we'll see what other productivities will end up happening today. 8|b ♥

♥ I hope you don't think I'm abandoning you for someone different or better--my love will always burn brightly for you.
♥ I used to have what you guys have and I know what it tastes like. It's something I would most certainly like to taste again (and gorge myself on and never be without).
♥ I miss you in all kinds of stupid ways.
♥ I can't say that I can disregard what everyone says but I will, however distant, always be a friend to you. Thank you for depending on me.
♥ You've changed and I may not like what you've become but you are you and I am me; it's not my place to try and change you.
♥ Since you left, I've lost a bit of meaning in life. But that all ends now. I'll never live without you. I'll start living for you until the day we're together again and for the rest of our lives.